Thursday

These few day keep raining sia..dunno what the hell is happening..all my skin starting to rot after sunburn..My cousin from ireland just reach yesterday..lol..he still so handsome as usual..Today play basketball with jk,fm,ch,jy,vin n dm..found out that i better play back soccer..totally sucks at basketball..Why ppl like playing dota so much??DUn understand..Audition worse..press here n there..aiyo..

Planning Venture Overseas Trip(VOT)..Not easy sia..so much thing to settle..

OK i got headache and is a terrible one..Nvr had this feeling b4..=(

Morning~ITS TUESDAY!!!

Bored bored day..i found out that i had a sickness yesterday and the doctor say that it is the last stage and i only left 125 days to live..125days to do what i most wanted to do..

有一个元外宴请家教书先生，搞的全是素菜，有一盘豆腐好点，先生也只吃豆腐。

元外问：“你怎么不吃其它菜？”先生：“豆腐是我的命。”元外牢记在心。没多久，元外又宴请先生，搞的全是大鱼大肉，有一盘豆腐是素菜，放在先生面前。可先生只吃鱼和肉，就是不动豆腐。元外问：“先生，豆腐是你的命，你怎么不吃呢？” 先生：“今天见到大鱼大肉，我不要命了。”

it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years.Only a life lived for others is a life worthwhile.How we spend our days is, of course, how we spend our lives.How is one to live a moral and compassionate existence when one is fully aware of the blood, the horror inherent in life, when one finds darkness not only in one's culture but within oneself? If there is a stage at which an individual life becomes truly adult, it must be when one grasps the irony in its unfolding and accepts responsibility for a life lived in the midst of such paradox. One must live in the middle of contradiction, because if all contradiction were eliminated at once life would collapse. There are simply no answers to some of the great pressing questions. You continue to live them out, making your life a worthy expression of leaning into the light.

满天星星

YEAH~ IS MONDAY!!!A BORED DAY!!

Hai..so sian la..dunno what to do la..no aim in life..too lazy liao..my mind is blank..i am lost and i dun wan to find my way back..i wasted so many days doing nth liao..sat went to sentosa with ventures.was taking mrt with fuming while the rest take bus..i was thinking in the mrt..why r we going sentosa??to have fun??relax??..yaya sort of..and i dun wan to think anymore..when reach there i regret..it was damn hot..i tio sunburn like indian..becos of teck seng wanna work,we didn't have enough fun..haha..he sure kp me after seeing this..but its fact what..then went to ch hse..man..life is like shit la..so envy dead ppl..nth to worry nth to think nth to trouble..

许冬梅~a new name i learn and always think that i call it right...

甲妇：“如果你的老公有外遇，你会怎么样？”
乙妇：“我会睁一只眼，闭一只眼！”
甲妇：“喔？！你这么大方！”
乙妇：“不，我是要用枪瞄准他。”

离开是你的选择？？

Hai..went to suntec city with mei today..mei must be bored right??haha..sry ya..also spoken to her alot cause she had alot of problems..nvm next time got prob can find me..handphone is 24 hr on..=)

Abit pity that ppl leaving ventures..i dunno why..if want leave can leave earlier instead of when ppl have bonding with u then u say u want leave..whats the point dragging??if want leave ,leave when u join it after a few week..dun give us false hope..dun be a leaver..have those ppl have a spare thought for others??NBCB!!(Mei i not saying u,i understand yr situation.u left with no choice.all the best=) )

Going for a long break soon~

儿子每晚要和妈妈睡
妈说：你长大了娶了媳妇也和妈睡呀？
儿答：嗯！
妈说：那你媳妇咋办？
儿说：让她跟爸睡。
爸听后激动的说：这孩子从小就懂事！

Children below 18 pls do not read above chinese letter..=)

憂傷的盡頭是微笑

Love is a Universal emotion, the goal we all seek, the prize that can make our lives complete and whole. Love is both timeless and, in too many instances, transient. We all believe, if only because we must, that love can be found. Some of us - maybe most of us - have discovered it can also be lost.Like any other kind of love, friendship can be lost within our lives due to neglect or anger or, sometimes, simply circumstances. However it is lost, we often lose a part of ourselves that can never quite be recovered.No one is happy all of the time, but some people feel as if they can never find happiness. Some people feel as if their entire life is devoted to nothing but pain and hurt and loneliness. Every day is a struggle, and every breath a fight for survival. These people have a deep understanding of the word Depression.

Platonic love is very much a part of any close friendship. But such a love doesn't always stay platonic. Sometimes it turns into passionate love. Crossing that line, between friendship and love, can be both beautiful and extremely difficult.Friends are special people. We can't pick our family, and we're sorely limited in the number of them at any rate. Society and mores (and often our own conscience) dictate we select a single mate. But our friends can be as diverse and infinite as the adjectives we choose. Our friends, in a very real sense, reflect the choices we make in life.

Friday=Bored day

钱可以买房子但买不到家，能买到婚姻但买不到爱，可以买到钟表但买不到时间，钱不是一切，反而是痛苦的根源，朋友们把你们的钱给我，让我一个人承担痛苦吧！

在铁路旁大号却没带纸时，别着急，火车会提醒你：裤擦，裤擦，裤裤擦！在河边上大号却没带纸时，别着急，青蛙会告诉你：棍刮，棍刮，棍棍刮！

学问之美，在于使人一头雾水；诗歌之美，在于煽动男女出轨；女人之美，在于蠢得无怨无悔；男人之美，在于说谎说得白日见鬼。

很久没收到你的信息，我很心疼。我想到死，曾用薯片割过脉；用豆腐撞过头；用降落伞跳过楼；用面条上过吊。可都没死成，你就请我吃顿饭，撑死我算了。

靠！你还笑！！说了这么多话，你还没考虑要不要请我吃顿饭？

Tuesday

YEsterday night went to miss yeo celebrate with her..this is gss first time..haha..i will kena say by dx again..actually we not suppose to go cos we don't really close to her and also all ppl there is zss except me n fuming..nvm..end up we go n we nvr regret because we spend the whole night talking with miss yeo n share our experience n stuff..brought one chocolate mint cake by me on behalf of venture..the cake was nice..and so today a group of fren come my hse to swim today..i dunno that actually i am a good swimmer..haha..anyone wanna challenge???feel free to contact me..=x..will be MIA from oct to around mid nov..Jump out of the world..

Friday

Hmm..just finish dinner..after dinner i went back to my room and look at the com..suddenly a strong wind blow from my left towards me..i feel so..so..comfortable..so i went to my window and look outside..i hear lots of noise..then i saw many ppl was swimming..i was wondering what this world has become??the wind getting stronger n stronger..seems like asking me to do something but i can't figure it out what it was..tu ran jian hen xiang qu you yong..but i was enoying the wind so nvr care..the sky slowly turn darker n darker..soon it was night..just wondering..i haven thought what will i want to do the next moment..even whether to ns??many ppl ask me about whether i going ns??hmm..i have no answer..i doing nth at hm everyday..like wasting time..but..i dunno..i can't feel what am i doing..i just know to do what i want now..白羊座性格命运解析 一旦有钱常挥金如土..

VDR

Sry la..busy plus lazy make me no mood and no time to update..today is the venture recuitment day and it was a quite sucess one..this year more gals than boy joined i think..compare to all the year i think this year we have the most female venture ever but dunno will they last?or quit after few months?we shall see..venture lose to the new freshman today in the game of tug of war.actually we purposely lose la..dun wan them to lose and sad going home then dun wan to join venture liao..how will we lose?we got chun guan and dennis leh..haha..well is a quite sucess event i can say..after we went to GCM..i like going to the GCM,it is interesting to hear the big shots what they are doing and also can learn at the same time..today GCM end very early..well we wun have group day of going overseas like we do usual every year but we will have a "group dinner" instead..shidiq is the IC and he say he will make sure venture will do the decorate and stuff..to venture boys,it is sian but to the female venture they will like to do that and always volunteer themself..but somehow i dun like the thinking of the female venture..yes we can have joke but must have a limit,sadly they don't..anyway one of my dream in this year is maybe coming true..glad that our boss ask whether we want a ST this year..of cos man!!it is part of my dream..hope this year will be a good one..i will update as long as i have time and don't feel lazy..haha..these few month is movie season..so much nice film to watch..also the latest movie of jay chou,u all should know..must be watched by one girl n one boy then got feel ma..haha..means yea..i found the girl to watch with..have u?=)