灰色空间

原来不是白就是黑只不过是天真的以为要醉得清醒要无辜的犯罪现实的世界只有灰坚强得太久好疲惫想抱爱的人沉沉的睡卷来的风暴凶猛里有种美死了心痛就没感觉灰色空间我是谁记不得幸福是什么滋味无路可退你是谁怎么为我流泪梦见发着光的草原一身伤回到很久以前我选择不恨带着平静走远醒来后夜还是长夜紧抱着我流泪...

Overseas

well i am going to malaysia soon for a few weeks and after i come back from malaysia,i going to ireland for a month maybe a few days later after i come back ..after that might be going to the place i always wanted to go since i was young and that is bUENOS Aires..so won't be able to get to see my frens for quite a long time..hope u all can find me go out for one last time b4 i leave..The journey begins here..

Shop

Tml going batam le..haha dun think can slp tonite..just now went to north point to have lunch with yuluan and wait for her to finish working..still lent money from me to buy clothes(aiya treat it as christmas present la..sian 1hour plus do nth..haha..she finish work liao we go this fashion,she wanted to buy a nice dress but she say she too fat wear le not nice..After that we went causeway point to shop again..lol..then around 9pm,she say she gonna go hm play manjong with her sis..so we take cab hm lor..anyway we r just going out as fren,dun think much else..

sob~

dun tell me maybe i will feel better ba..nvm tell me already maybe i will face the reality instead of bluffing myself..will feel so sian for a period liao..is normal..used to it le,not the first time but just dun like the taste of it..first time ever in my life i feel so helpless..i am bingquan leh..hai..now not bingquan le..if you think it's just a feeling,go back and look again..

烦恼

每个人都有宿于它自记的迷失，而我的迷失却偏偏出现在我最闲空的时候。这是件好事还是件坏事？我一直找不回我自己，希望有一天找回自己的是我自己而不是别人。朋友都说我很有钱但他们乘看过我没钱的一面？我也只是个普通人阿。。心里有数不完的烦恼，到底我还能撑多久？？看不到海的对岸，也只不过是一只在海飘浮的船，永远只能在海飘浮着。。。

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Wtf do u all want??everytime haven say finish a sentence u all kpkb le..sick and tired of it la..i will go one day,i promise..wun use a single cent of yours..just take it as i nvr exisist b4..fucking cb!!!!